Tension

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THE COVERING

Oh No, There's something wrong, It's like I don't belong. There's something poisoning my skin, fighting for my soul. It's slowly creeping in, The pain is sinking in. I've been playing with the madness inside my head.

Oh God I need to see the way You see.

Mirror, Mirror on the wall, Tell me when I'm gonna fall, all the terror in my head breaking me down. Mirror on the wall pray for me now, I refuse, I refuse to let this monster out.

I've let you drag me down, Can't recognize myself, Is this the end? Can I crawl my way out. I've been addicted, So sick and twisted, I need a cure from this madness inside myself.

I'm not a monster! Oh God I need You now!

Mirror Mirror

Hold me back, Hold me back, From awakening, It’s safer if I just keep on dreaming, I’m just a slave, Just a slave to the pain in me, I know where I belong, But keep on drifting.

I’m so lost, Pulled in all directions, Built up these wall, With every temptation, In too deep I can’t trust myself, My faith is burning down, Burning out,

I come alive, Every time you speak my name, I will fight, The devil inside of me, You pull me through it all, With every miracle, And I believe, I believe in the impossible.

Hold me back, Hold me back from awakening, My heart is heavy it just keeps on sinking, This world is pushing, Pushing you, far away from me, And all that I believe, Just keeps on slipping.

I believe in miracles, I believe in the impossible, I believe in miracles, Miracles, I believe in the impossible, I believe in miracles, Miracles, I believe in the impossible. I come alive, Every time you speak my name, name, name, name, name, name, name, name And I will fight.

Impossible

Trust me, You whisper this to me, When I am barely breathing, And the world is closing in on me,

I want to give you all of me, But I can’t let go of everything, I know I trust you, I know I believe, That every single word you said, Will set me free

I need you now, My whole world is crashing down, Can you save me, Save me, Save me, Keep me running

Be still You whisper this to me, When all my dreams are fading, And my heart is slowly weakening.

Running

I’ve been so afraid, What you’d see inside of me, I’ve been running from you, Oh so long, That only thing I saw, Was the devil all along, I admit I’m a mess, Can’t you see, A ticking time bomb, Broken, tragedy, You kept chasing, chasing me, Opened up my eyes, Now I finally see.

When you speak, My soul finds freedom

Can you tell me, Is this love, That I just can’t get enough, Like a drug I’m so addicted, One look and my soul was feigning, I want to be where you are, I believe you can heal these scars, You take this broken man, And lead me back to where I belong.

I’ve been so afraid, You’d reject this side of me, I’ve been holding my guilt so long, That the only thing I saw, Was the devil through it all, I admit I’m a mess can’t you see, Killing the pain, Just to fill what’s empty, You were chasing, chasing me, Opened up my eyes, Now I finally see.

Where I belong, Is where you are, Where I belong---goes into scream

Where I Belong

Here we go again, Just when I was fine, All my sins, Came back to the surface, I’m lost inside my head, Just how many times can I heal, Before these scars are permanent.

I need you now to save myself, Are you watching, Waiting.

I’ve been praying to hear you speak, But I get lost in the silence (lost in the silence) I’ve been waiting for your grace to save me, But I’m lost in the violence (Lost in the violence) The violence in me.

Here we go again, Just when I was safe, All my pain, Comes back to the surface I’m lost inside my head, Just how many times can I fail, Before I lose it all again.

The violence in me, I need you now, I need you now, The violence in me, The violence in me I need you now, I need you now.

I’ve been fighting with these demons in my head, There’s nothing left, There’s nothing left of me, I pray for good, When all this evils creeping in, Oh God,Give me your strength so I can breath again.

So I can breath again, Oh you rescued me, Oh you rescued me, From the violence my head, The violence in my head, Oh the violence in my head. So I can breath again, Only you can save me, Pull me from this grave, Oh You’re everything I need, Oh You’re everything I am.

Violence In Me

Oh it’s plain to see, The damage inside of me, I need, a recess from reality, You, you keep, Calling, calling out to me, I see, That grace is all I ever need

I will never be the same, No, life is not a game, But were playing with these cruel intentions, I, know what can set you free, Be the cure you need, If you want it come and get it, Or get out of the way.

Set me on fire, But my heart will never change, I will never back down, never back down, never again, I come alive when you burn me in the flames, I will never back down, never back down, Never again

Oh here I am, Just a broken man, Hunted by the devil, But redeemed with second chances, I’ve got a purpose I’ve got a reason to live, You washed away the stains, And showed me what forgiveness is.

Are you addicted, Are you the suicidal, Are you the hopeless, the worthless, Feel like there’s no tomorrow, Never again will you feel this way, If you’d open up your heart, You’ll see the beauty in the pain.

Never Again

It’s on, I get it, You play me so aggressive, You see where my head is, My flaws that hold me hostage

I never wanted to, Be this way, Break me out,Break me out, Of this hell I’ve made.

I need your strength tonight,losing the fight inside, I know you’re watching like a satellite, Light up the dark inside, You pull me out alive, I know you’re watching like a satellite

I know you see me, You mow my heart completely, I break too easy, My fear always consuming

Satellite

Oh no, It’s coming back again, The weight is pulling me to the edge, Never thought that I would be so desperate, To kill the voices, Playing with my head, I’ll keep fighting to stay alive, But this current keeps dragging me in, All I need is a little more time, Before I lose it all, Lose it all again.

When I’m screaming, You pull me from the dark, and lead me home

I can feel the devil creeping in, Never thought my life would come to this, Terrified it leaves me sober, Oh God, please hold me closer, I can feel the sting of all my sins, All the pain I bring to you again, Every stain you wash away, To give this lifeless heart a chance to breathe

I, am holding broken dreams, My only comfort is misery, Never thought that I would be this empty, But here I am, Dying to be free, I’ll keep fighting to stay alive, But this current keeps dragging me in, All I need is a little more time, Before I lose it all, Lose it all again.

The Devil wants you to think you’re hopeless, I believe we’re not that hopeless, The devil wants you to think you’re worthless, I believe we all have purpose

Chance To Breathe

I tried to be, Everything you asked of me, Aimed your convictions at my head, Left me on my knees, It’s not enough, that you preach what you don’t believe, My God will carry me, You’ll never bury me.

You can push me down, Kick me on the ground, You will never kill this fire in me, You can make me bleed, Make me beg and scream, You will never kill this fire, This fire in me

I tried to see, The way you wanted me to see, I let you lead me like a dead man walking, The lies you speak, Like poison to my veins, I know I’m covered by His grace, And my faith will carry me.

We were never meant to live this way, So afraid, living hopelessly

Death doesn’t sacred me anymore, I’ve got nothing to lose, So bring your poison to the table, And I’ll bring my truth, This is not a game, You can’t play my God that way, I will trust in what He says, You never died for me.

Fire In Me

I keep, Holding all my failures, Close inside, I’ve let my demons, Cross every single line, I’ll burn my bridges, Watch the ashes cover me, How can you love this, Selfishness inside of me, When I hit the edge, I’ll finally see.

I will bend till I break, I will make my mistakes, I will fail you, Still love me, Love me, Love me through the pain, I will fight till I fall, No surrender at all, I will fail, You still love, Love me through it all.

I’ve been, Running from the pain I’ve held inside, I’ve let my fear, Drag me down into the lies, I’ll burn my bridges, Watch the ashes cover me, How can you love this, Broken mess inside of me, When I hit the edge, I’ll finally see.

Through it all, You love me, love me. Through it all, You love me through it all, Nothing can stop me now, I know where IU belong, Covered by your blood, Your grace will lead me home,

Through It All

OCEANS OF CHANGE

Not Alone

It's time, Time to go, Take back the life, The life you used to know, Don’t let it all, Drag you down or drown you out.

It’s not the way, That it has to be. Trapped in the lies, That keep you screaming, It’s not the way that it has to be, You’re not a mistake, Just keep on breathing.

Don’t say the end has come, You’ve only just begun, There’s more here, Than giving up, Hold on till the morning comes, And let go, Just let it go, Fight back. Cause you’re not alone.

It’s time, Time to go, Give up, Giving in, You’re stronger that you know, Let it all go, The pain you feel won’t scar forever

Burn Up The Night

I’ve been walking this fine lien, Waiting for everything to fall beneath me, I’ve been trying to find my, Grip on reality but something’s missing. I hear you calling, I can’t run fast enough, My feet get tangled up, In broken dreaming, I see you reaching, I can’t reach high enough, That’s when you wake me up, Only screaming.

No more, Wasted nights, Waiting to live, Only to break into oblivion, No more, Wasted time, Light the fire inside, This time, And burn up the night. (Oh’s)

I let this hurt inside of me, Black out the sun, And stop this heart from beating, I see you, Always reaching out for me, You are my remedy, Always screaming.

Light the fire inside, It’s time to live, And this is your time. Burn up the night, it’s time to live, and this is your time. burn

Hurricane

I’ve always believed my sins would wash away, But my faith keeps on slipping, And I pray, I pray your grace would rescue me, When the waves come crashing. This ocean keeps pulling me under, I can feel you holding me here.

I’ve been, Waiting for my season to change, But the storm keeps pushing me away. I’ve been, Living in this season of pain, Staring down the eye of this hurricane.

I see, You’ll put me back piece by piece, And raise me up from the ashes, I believe, Oh God you will rescue me, When the waves come crashing.

I’ve been waiting for a sign, There is peace in your eyes.

Lost Cause

I know the truth, It’s not hard to deny, But somewhere, My heart got lost in the lies, My faith, Is dying to see like you see, I’m on a one-way ticket, To the dark side of me. Will you hear me, If I keep screaming.

Is there any sign of life left inside of me, Should I believe I’m just a dead man walking, Say a prayer, Shine your light, Down over me, Make me see, I’m not a lost cause anymore.

I seem to think, You love it every time that I bleed, I been reaching, You’re the cure that I need, It’s time to knock down, Drag it out, Cut myself free, I need a one-way ticket, From the dark side of me. ~ (Oh’s)

I’m not a lost cause.

I want know who you are, I want to believe, But I’m afraid to let you in , And what you might see, My heart is so cold, Drown to my soul, I tried to heal all alone, But I just can’t let it go.

Break me down, I need you now, I’ve become so numb, From this war with myself, I’m dying to live, Can you save me now, Falling down, down, down, Raise me up, From the death of myself.

I want to see you move, I want to believe, Chasing voices in my head, It all so haunting, My heart is so sick From the pain in my soul, I tried to kill it all alone, But I just can’t let it go.

Raise me up, I need to see, to believe. From the death of myself.

Death Of Myself

Pray for me, I’ve been lost so long, it’s breaking everything, I believe, I’ve been shoved down here, where I don’t belong, Killing me, The lies you painted, broke and tainted, Every piece of truth inside my heart.

Now I see, I see who you are, And this time, This means war.

It’s time, Time to face this, time to stop running, With a life that’s wasted, It’s time, Time to erase this, blood on my hands, And give up everything, It’s time, Time to face this, time to stop running, From a life that’s wasted, It’s time, Time to kill this, strange phenomenon, Faceless enemy.

I let you, Tempt me down, with the things I hate, This consumed, Burning everything, Slowly stealing, All I love, Is broke ands tainted, With lies you, painted up, painted up, Deep inside my heart.

Faceless Enemy

My life is out of control, Don’t know myself, Stuck in my head, With a reoccurring nightmare, Darkness invades my head, Where I can't see, Light up this nightmare, Screaming out this final prayer.

(Oh’s) ~ I’m so lost, Sick of living this way, Addicted to the chaos, Cause it numbs the pain, I’m so lost, I need a way to escape, So raise me up, Show me how to break away.

I’ve been running so long, To find a way out, I let this nightmare, Drag me down, down, There’s light inside of my head, That I can’t see, Light up this nightmare, Screaming out this final prayer.

I’ve been running so long.

Breakaway

I don’t care, What this world wants to think, I’ve been consumed in the mystery, Of something I can’t see. It’s like, I’m haunted by a ghost, Pulling at my heart strings, But I need to know, Before I give you all of me. (I need to know before I give you all of me)

How can you hold me still, When I’m falling down, Can you heal me now, When my wounds are trying to kill, I need to hear you, Speak to me now, I’ve been screaming so long, Only God can save me now.

Now hold on, I’ve got some things to clear up, How could you love me for the man, That I have become. ~ It’s like, I’m haunted by a ghost, Pulling at my heart strings, But I need to know,
Before I give you all of me. (I need to know before I give you all of me)

Save Me Now

This is where my weakness lies, Trying just to make it by, So far lost and tangled in my fear, I’ve walked the road of the unknown, Trusting in myself alone, Dead ends seem to be all I find here.

You called me out, To live this life, Fearlessly right by your side, My faith is weak, I need a sign you’re here.

Like shelter, From what I can’t see, Peace when life gets a little bit crazy, All I need to know is you’re here with me, Grace when I can’t clearly see, Lead me to your victory, All I need to know, Is you’re here with me. That you are here with me.

I’ve tried to do this life alone, Falling, Losing my way home, This is where your mercy draws me near. ~
When your grace falls down, It brings me to my knees, And I can see, I clearly see.

Here With Me

Captivated in your presence, Consumed by your grace, How could I ever know, The depth of how beautiful you really are.

Everybody’s watching you, Waiting on your every move, Searching for the light that you are, Captivating oh you are, Burning like a shining star, You’re the light we’re all searching for, You’re so unbelievable.

Your majesty surrounds me, Your glory calls my name, How could I ever know, The depth of how beautiful you really are.

So unbelievable, So unbelievable, Captivating oh you are, Oh you are so beautiful.

Unbelievable

I’m just a mess, I just can’t seem to find my way at all, I’ve been crawling in the dark, Hiding from my soul, Is there a way to run away, From this animal, Oh this is critical, Someone save me from it all.

I must confess, I’ve been living like a criminal, Oh it’s so pitiful, The way I lie, And cheat it all, Am I a wreck, Or am I unforgivable, Need something physical, Praying for a miracle.

I’ve been holding on to everything, That’s killing my soul, In you, I found a reason, To let it all go. ~ I’ve been diseased, By this enemy chasing me, I beg and plead, I’m a victim of my own disease, If God can see through the Dirtiness inside of me, Then he can see, Through the sickness around me.

Miracle

You love to hate me, Complicate me, I tried escaping, But you pulled me underneath, It’s all a game, I can’t live this way, Got me all messed up, And I’m slowly dying. You were my everything, Slowly killing me, I’ve only got one shot, I promise it’ll be

You, At the end of my road, A dead end now, And it’s time to let go, I need to believe, I don’t need you to breath, This is the death of you, And the beginning of me.

You love to break me, Captivate me, I tried running, But you chased me down, Am I diseased, Is there any relief, At the end of my rope, Dying to breath.

Beginning Of Me

CARRY ME, BURY ME

I’ve let you sit still my skin, The more I push, The more you pull me in, So many questions, burning in my head, ut I run from you, o bury my sin.

Why can’t you be, Something I can see, Why can’t you tell me, What I need to hear, I can’t I breath, When you’re not near, Oh, God make it clear, I’m lost in here.

Let your mercy fall, Invade my soul, Kill the emptiness, That won’t let go. Let your love fall, Flooding my soul, Don’t let go until, My final breath is yours.

I’ve let your whispers burn under my skin Why do you care, hen I’m ashamed of who I am. o many answers, Missing in my head, But I run from you, To bury my sin.

Oh God, I need to kill the emptiness, Oh God, Please kill the emptiness Let your mercy fall, Kill the emptiness

Mercy

You left your finger prints this time, While you convict me, I found my death inside your eyes, And every word you'd speak Everyone, everyone believed you, And everyone, everyone bleeds for you.

As I let you down, Your so beautiful burning your halo, As I hold you down Your so beautiful burning your halo.

You stole my innocence tonight, Now execute me, I found your death inside a lie, Every word you'd speak, Everyone, everyone believed you, Everyone, everyone bleeds for you.

As your heart is slowly falling, Can you see the end is calling so beautiful, beautiful.

Halo

Go say your prayers tonight, Justify all the lives you left behind, And as you dream tonight, Your breath escapes your chest, For the last time,

In your eyes, I can finally breathe, Will you carry me, Or bury me, In your eyes, I can finally see, The ending, The cure to my disease.

So rest in peace tonight, Cause God knows, Where you’ll end in this life, And your heart screams for life, As your hope dies, You’re left to say goodbye.

Carry me, Or bury me.

Carry Me, Bury Me

Is this a nightmare or am I sleeping awake, You’ll never know.. As long as your addiction remains,
And I've run for so long, And so long I've played along. You hold the key into my sanity, Your insane.. Like a patient you will only medicate, Cause your scared to move, When I’m still here to haunt you.

Breathe out as I breathe you in, Stand up or fall into the grave, We’ve run for so long, for so long,
When there no escape/Now its our time to escape.

Is someone there can you hear me screaming, No one cares…. Cause it’s only me that blinks, In your direction, to perfection, The way I’m consuming. I’ll take the keys to my sanity, And throw away… Everything that you thought was yours to keep, Been lost for so long, and so long, I’m moving along.

Stand up tho we may fall down,
Stand up we don’t need you anymore.

Last Romance

In my dreams, I fight to find the air to breath, This secret side of me, Is so unsettling, Nightmares reflect, The truth of my reality, Death is all the eye can see, Insulting every heart beat.

You might think I'm so wrong, You might think I'm so right, You might think, I'm outta my head, If I'm alive or dead, The truth is hard to deny.

Oh, I've got another confession, I've been, And I'm in, Over my head again. Oh, I need a little sign, A life line, Before I crash and burn alive.

So I bleed To fight the voices killing me, To face my enemies, Is so unsettling, I just need, A little room,
Where I can breath Death is all the eye can see, Insulting every heart beat.

You might think I'm so wrong, You might think I'm so right, You might think, I'm outta my head, If I'm alive or dead, The truth is hard to deny.

I won't let them take me, I won't be take take taken me alive, I won't let them break me, I won't Breakdown from the inside,

Crash & Burn

I gave you everything. Sorry for thinking it was good enough. Or was it good enough? You took control of me. Sorry for thinking we were so in love. We were so in love? Cause now I hate the thought of you.

I don't care if I'm good enough anymore. I don't care if you want me. Let me go. I don't care if your heart bleeds all alone. I don't care. I just don't care anymore.

I gave you all of me. Sorry for thinking you were good enough. Or were you good enough? You stole the trust in me. Sorry for thinking you're the one to trust. Were you the one to trust? Cause now I hate the thought of you.

All the memories. Every heartbeat. I don't care. I'm burning everything. All the memories. Every heartbeat.

I Don't Care

You won't relent until you have it all, My heart is yours. You won't relent until you have it all
My heart is yours.

I'll set you as a seal upon my heart. As a seal upon my arm. For there is love that is as strong as death
Jealousy, demanding as the grave. Many waters cannot quench this love

Waters cannot quench this love. You won't relent until you have it all. My heart is yours. Waters cannot quench this love You won't relent until you have it all. My heart is yours

Come be the fire inside of me. Come be the flame upon my heart. Come be the fire inside of me. Until you and I are one.

You Won't Relent

I've let the demons in my head, Make a mess of me, And I've let the memories infect, My heart like a disease, And I swear that I killed the monsters, I swear that I left them all behind, I'm haunted by my fear, Will I disappear, Will I stand and fight.

Gonna take back what's mine, And kill this enemy inside.

I need a miracle, My spirits losing hope, Ignite this fight inside my soul, That's Unbreakable.

I've let the demons in my head, Tear me at the seams, And I need a savior to defend, My heart from this disease And I swear that I killed the monsters, I swear that I left them all behind, Gonna take back what's mine, Kill this enemy inside. When everything I know is killing me, Should I let go and learn to breath.

I swear I killed the monsters... I swear I left them all...

Unbreakable

Silence is golden, Look at what I'm holding, Life in my hands, Can they understand, Mr. Diabolical, Is looking for a another soul, To take, take, take it all, (To take take take it all) Label me crazy, Label me a liar, What's in my hands, Will set your world on fire, I won't be silent, And I won't back down, Cause there's no one stopping me now. (You'll never stop me now)

This is a state of emergency, Sound the alarm, The pressure keeps building, You can run, But you can't, get away, Cause I'm gonna explode, Explode like a hand grenade.

This world scheming, Looking for a reason, To kill the light, That's inside of my hands, I'll never let it go to, Mr Diabolical, He'll take, take, take it all, (Take take take it all) Label me crazy, Label me a liar,
What's in my hands, Will set your world on fire, I won't be silent, And I won't back down, Cause theres no one stopping me now. (You'll never stop me now)

Like a Hand grenade

Hand Grenade

My minds a cemetery dancing with skeletons, Regrets the reaper of the person I know I shoulda been, Turn left when I should turned right, Saying wrong never what's right, I'm just a hostage in my mind, I'm just a hostage losing my mind,

Maybe I'm a little paranoid, Maybe I'm a little insane, Maybe, maybe I'm okay, Maybe you're just like me, Maybe I'm a little paranoid, Maybe I'm a little insane, Maybe, You're the one to blame.

My heart is barley beating My lungs need oxygen, My body's dying from the person, I, never shoulda been, Turn left when I should turned right, Saying wrong never what's right, I'm just a hostage in my mind, I'm just a hostage losing my mind.

One To Blame

Can you see me? I've been over thrown. Can you hear me? I've screamed all alone. I was praying for a sign. Never knowing, it was you and not I, that would save me from who I would be escaping, the darkness in me.

I'm on my way home. Nothing can hold me. Buried between your arms of mercy. On my way home. Death can not stop my soul from your arms of mercy.

Did you hear me? I called out to you from the darkness. Light will shine through. My blood covers the sins of the meek. Spirit's willing, But flesh is so weak. I'll save you from who you would be. Remain here,
And walk with me

I once was lost but now I'm found, In you I see love so profound.

Home

BREAKDOWN EP

You lead me on, like a ball and chain, but I ignored the pain and now I'm losing it. And I was wrong to cope with your mistakes. now I'm a sick headcase. and now I'm losing it. You're underneath my skin, reality sets in, you're calling me crazy. But I am what you made me.

Like an animal, losing all control. You got me acting like I'm caught in a Freakshow. Come and catch a glimpse, won't you stop and stare. Take a good look cause I'm caught in a Freakshow. Caught in a Freakshow.

You set me off. You shake me in my cage, love to watch me break. And now I'm losing it. And you're the cause. I know you know the ways to expose the rage. And now losing it. You're underneath my skin, reality sets in, you're calling me crazy. But I am what you made me.

I tried running away, but you're after me. You keep finding a way, to get back at me. Locked inside of this cage, I don't wanna be crazy. But I am what you made me.

Freakshow

It's so typical, it's such a shame the way I push you down again. Like I'm innocent. Breaking all the rules just to shock and outrage. You played the fool. I took it out on you. But I swearthis will be the last time.

I'm at the edge, fading away with just seconds left. Trying to make it. If I could only learn, how much it hurts you. Get out. Get out. Cause I'm headed for a breakdown.

It's so difficult. It's all the same. The way I let you down again, playing the victim. Breaking all your rules. With nothing left to lose. I took it out on you. I swear this will be the last time.

The love and hate in me collide. I'm killing the enemy inside. Headed for a breakdown.

Breakdown

Honey, Sweeter than I'll ever be. A taste that I love, now bitter on my tongue. The thought of you makes me weak. Honey, You meant the world to me. We tried to work it out, But all we did is shout
everything we didn't mean.

How can we say goodbye.

I got it bad for you, You're bad for me, Honey your so sweet, I'm better with you, You're better with me, Honey can't you see, We just need another taste, What will it take, I'm bad for you. You're bad for me, But you'll always be my honey.

Honey, What are we doing? We gave each other scars, and broke each other hearts. Saying things we didn't mean. Oh, honey, You were the best for me. Maybe I'm a fool. I wanna talk it through. But why ya giving up on me,

I'm sick of all the games we played, How did we get this way, I'm staying up all those night, I'm breaking up all our fights, You hit me when your mad, And kiss me when you want me back, Just don't say thy were through, This aint over, I'm not over you.

Like sugar on my tongue your the one I want, You're making me crave just another taste. Honey you'll always be.